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Misrecognition

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For fans of Rachel Cusk and Patricia Lockwood, a "shockingly modern and honest debut" (Julia May Jones, author of Vladimir) about the internet, post-postmodern adulthood, and a young woman discovering her queer identity.
Elsa is struggling. Her formative, exhilarating relationship—with a couple—has abruptly ended, leaving her depressed and directionless in her childhood bedroom. The man and the woman were her bosses, lovers, and cultural guideposts. In the relationship's wake, Elsa scrolls aimlessly through the internet in search of meaning.

Faithfully her screen provides a new obsession: a charismatic young actor whose latest feature is a gay love story that illuminates Elsa's crisis. And then, as if she had conjured him, Elsa sees the actor in the flesh; he and an entourage of actors, writers, and directors have descended upon her hometown for the annual theater festival. When she is hired as a hostess at the one upscale restaurant in town, Elsa finds herself in frequent contact with the actor and his collaborators. But her obsession shifts from the actor to his frequent dinner companion—an alluring, androgynous person called Sam. As this confusing connection develops, Elsa is forced to grapple with her sexuality, the uncomfortable truths about the dramatic end of her last relationship, and the patterns that may be playing out once again.
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    • Kirkus

      May 15, 2024
      A depressed young woman attempts to form her identity through parasocial relationships, one of which she manifests into existence. Elsa has been dumped by a chic older couple, her bosses and lovers of a year and a half. Heartbroken and out of a job, she moves back in with her parents in her sleepy hometown. The family watches an unnamed film together, which the discerning reader will quickly identify as Call Me by Your Name (2018), and Elsa finds that "she had been moved," deeply, by the performance of the young actor--which would be, you guessed it, Timoth�e Chalamet. Elsa becomes obsessed with Chalamet, who's referred to only as "the actor-character," and in an extraordinary coincidence, she sees him at her town's local coffee shop days later. He's starring in a play in the town's annual theater festival, and Elsa devotes herself to meek attempts at grabbing his attention from outside his retinue of haute creatives and hangers-on. Her life becomes a blur of hostessing at the local restaurant, stalking "the man and the woman" and various influencers on social media, smoking on the roof outside her childhood bedroom, and--briefly and unspectacularly--encountering the actor. Over time, her interests shift from the actor to one of his companions: a dark-haired person named Sam. When Sam finally notices her, Elsa must reckon with who she is, and who she could become, after hitting rock bottom. This debut is realistic in its portrayal of a listless young woman lacking direction, and some readers will find many moments to relate to. The endless repetition of actions and thought patterns that fill the first two-thirds of the book mirror the monotony of Elsa's days, but they quickly begin to drag. We move through Elsa's life as she does, sleepily, watching her emotions instead of feeling them. The style is formal and detached, which can feel stilted at times, but there are lines that shine with wisdom: "She wondered if progress or 'healing'...was merely a flattening out, a ridding of affect so that one might remain placid in the face of almost anything, a pebble worn down to its impenetrable core." Another slightly edgy "sad girl" novel, distinct in its inclusion of a nonbinary love interest and a celebrity cameo.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      June 24, 2024
      Newbound debuts with the underwhelming story of a 20-something woman’s failure to launch. Elsa has recently moved back from New York City to her parents’ house in the Hudson Valley, having been dumped and fired by the artist couple she was sleeping with and working for. Now, Elsa spends a lot of time scrolling through social media and roaming around her small hometown, trying to shake her feelings for the unnamed couple. Eventually she takes a hostess job at a restaurant, where she becomes enamored with a celebrity guest (details suggest Timothee Chalamet) and his companions who are in town for a theater festival. Soon her attention shifts to the actor’s friend, an androgynous person named Sam. The novel shows glimmers of life when Sam enters the picture, taking Elsa to a swimming hole and later to a party for the festival, but the first half is bogged down with overwritten and repetitive depictions of Elsa’s feelings. Here’s hoping Newbound’s next outing will make better use of her intriguing themes. Agent: Anna Stein, CAA.

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