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Love Can't Feed You

A Novel

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A beautiful, tender yet searing debut novel about intergenerational fractures and coming of age, following a young woman who immigrates to the United States from the Philippines and finds herself adrift between familial expectations and her own burning desires
Love Can't Feed You is a stunning, heartbreaking, and compressed look at coming of age, shifting notions of home, and the disintegration of the American dream. It asks us: What does it mean to be of multiple cultures without a road map for how to belong?        
After a harrowing flight, Queenie, her younger brother, and their elderly Chinese father arrive in the United States from the Philippines. They’re here to finally reunite with Queenie’s Filipina mother, who has been working as a nurse in Brooklyn for the past few years—building a life that everyone hopes will set them up for better prospects. But her mother is not the same woman she was in the Philippines: Something in her face is different, almost hardened, and she seems so American already.
 
Queenie, on the cusp of adulthood, has big dreams of attending college, of spending her days immersed in the pages of books. But there is not enough money for her and her brother to both be in school, so first she must work. Queenie rotates through jobs and settles, tentatively, into her new life, but her brother begins to withdraw and act out, and her father’s anger swells. As the pressures of assimilation compound, and the fissures within her family deepen into fractures, Queenie is left suspended between two countries, two identities, and two parents.
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    • Library Journal

      May 1, 2024

      Born in the Philippines of Chinese and Filipino heritage, Sy is the co-artistic director of the International Minor Feelings Trading Company. She debuts with a coming-of-age novel about a woman who immigrates from the Philippines to the U.S. and navigates between family expectations and personal desire. Prepub Alert.

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    • Library Journal

      August 1, 2024

      DEBUT Adding to the growing ranks of diasporic Filipino literature is this first novel from playwright Sy, who was born in the Philippines and lives in Brooklyn. When 17-year-old Queenie, her 10-year-old brother, and their Chinese father travel from Manila to New York to reunite with their Filipino mother after five years, it doesn't take long for Queenie see that life in the U.S. isn't exactly how she imagined it. Queenie's dreams of starting a new life and attending college are waylaid when her apathetic and materialistic mother informs her that first she needs to work to help support her family. With the support of her sole friend, Yan, whom she met at the library, Queenie's journey of survival and self-discovery is a harrowing one as her immediate family unit unravels before her eyes. Strong characterizations and heartfelt emotions are well depicted in this engrossing coming-of-age story, full of surprising narratives. VERDICT Those who enjoyed Jean Kwok's Girl in Translation and Suzy Yang's White Ivy will find much to appreciate from this new voice, and Sy leaves plenty of room for a sequel.--Shirley Quan

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      Starred review from August 5, 2024
      A Filipino family forges a new life and uneasy reunion in Sy’s astonishing debut. Queenie, the 17-year-old narrator, arrives in New York City from the Philippines with her father to live with her mother, Mel, a nurse who came to the country five years earlier. The bookish and observant Queenie is quickly disenchanted by America: their Brooklyn building is grimy and graffiti-ridden, and she barely recognizes Mel, who was once earthy and nurturing and now wears heavy makeup and prizes money above all else. To make matters worse, Queenie’s dream of attending college is waylaid when Mel informs her she must work as a nurse’s aide for Ms. Flor, the wealthy Filipina American woman who paid for Mel’s nursing education. Silence casts a pall over the home (“words of endearment fester in our throats and render us incapable of saying anything”) as her father struggles with Mel’s closely guarded independence and her role as the breadwinner while he toils as a part-time janitor. The plot ramps up after Mel encourages Queenie to consider a romance with Ms. Flor’s grandson and she loses her virginity to him. Sy skillfully lays bare Queenie’s wide-ranging emotions, from rage to sadness, and reveals the nuances of the family members’ relationships. Rich details of Filipino culture such as folk stories and religious iconography are interwoven with gritty depictions of the compromises made by the immigrant characters, some of whom work in seedy massage parlors. It’s a knockout. Agent: Amanda Orozco, Transatlantic Literary.

    • Kirkus

      August 15, 2024
      The American dream proves to be elusive for one Filipino Chinese immigrant family in this debut novel. After a turbulent flight from the Philippines, 17-year-old Queenie, her 10-year-old brother, Junior, and their elderly Chinese father land at JFK International Airport to be reunited with Ma, who has been working as a nurse in New York for the past five years. Queenie immediately sees a change in her 37-year-old Filipina mother. "She looks sleek and expensive. Like a woman we see on television." The family's new home, a small one-bedroom apartment in Sunset Park, Brooklyn, is a letdown. "No white people in sight. This was not what we expected." Also unexpected is Ma's command that Papa and Queenie, who had her heart set on going to college, find work immediately to help Ma pay back the loan that brought the family to the U.S. For Queenie, that means becoming a temporary caregiver for an old woman. As tension between their parents escalates, Junior retreats to his video games and Queenie finds solace with her friend Yan. The author excels at portraying the domestic and cultural stresses that eventually fracture this immigrant family; part 1 is the novel's strongest section. Unfortunately, the rest of the book is weakened by a meandering narrative that ends abruptly with no resolution. Like her frustratingly passive protagonist, who makes questionable choices for no discernible reason, Sy doesn't know where she wants her novel to go. She introduces potentially dramatic conflicts--for example, a $500 tip Queenie earns from caregiving is stolen by a family member--and then fails to develop them. There's a very good novel struggling to emerge from this one.

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    • Booklist

      September 1, 2024
      When teenage Queenie flies with her brother and father from the Philippines to New York City, she's expecting a happy reunion with her mother, who's been absent for years working as a nurse so she can bring her family to America. Time has chiseled away at each person's identities, but Mom, especially, has changed, becoming too American. Worse, the tensions in Queenie's parents' marriage flare up. "They are miserable together and miserable separately. The catalyst is me. Always me." With an increasingly violent and absent father and a mother too busy reshaping her own life, Queenie depends on the kindness of strangers and friends as she flits from one experience to another, experimenting with new avatars of herself. Caretaker for the elderly and sex worker are just a couple of the gigs she tries. Queenie's journey, while touching, feels episodic and incompletely fleshed out; the family dynamics are more compelling. Sy's first novel confirms that the American Dream, for many, is a myth that remains out of reach.

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