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Firstborn Girls

A Memoir

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From award-winning author and creative writing professor at Tulane University comes an intimate and powerful memoir exploring inherited trauma, family secrets, and the enduring bonds of love between mothers and daughters.

On her second birthday in 1967, Bernice McFadden died in a car crash near Detroit, only to be resuscitated after her mother pulled her from the flaming wreckage. Firstborn Girls traces her remarkable life from that moment up to the publication of her first novel, Sugar.
Growing up in 1980s Brooklyn, Bernice finds solace in books, summer trips to Barbados, and boarding school to escape her alcoholic father. Discovering the works of Alice Walker and Toni Morrison, she finally sees herself and her loved ones reflected in their stories of “messy, beautiful, joyful Black people.”
Interwoven with Bernice's personal journey is her family's history, beginning with her four-times enslaved great-grandmother Louisa Vicey Wilson in 1822 Hancock County, Georgia. Her descendants survived Reconstruction and Jim Crow, joined the Great Migration, and mourned Dr. King’s assassination during the Civil Rights Movement. These women's wisdom, secrets, and fierce love are passed down like Louisa's handmade quilt.
A memoir of many threads, Firstborn Girls is an extraordinarily moving portrait of a life shaped by family, history, and the drive to be something more.
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    • Kirkus

      February 1, 2025
      A distinguished novelist explores the history that shaped her and the women in her family. In 1967, a year that saw almost 160 race riots across the United States, 2-year-old McFadden and her mother, Vivian, survived a fiery car crash that marked them for life. Both were survivors; in this memoir, McFadden reveals how both were scarred, not only by race and gender, but by a family history of "festering wounds." Like Vivian, the author witnessed violence--brought about through her father's alcoholism--and disarray at home. She contemplated taking her "exit" at age 7, until her paternal grandmother offered her summer stays at her home in Barbados. McFadden observes that when she was a teenager, Vivian made her a "fully indentured third parent" to more children she had with the husband who abused her. McFadden temporarily escaped from family "servitude" to a boarding school, graduated, then reluctantly returned home. Yet it was in that chaotic space that she also began writing personal stories and reading Alice Walker'sThe Color Purple. That novel helped her embrace the beauty of being a young Black woman--and also her childhood dream of becoming a writer. What makes McFadden's book so absorbing is the way it quietly demonstrates how history is "a hard thing to shake." Patterns--like out-of-wedlock pregnancies and interfamilial or social violence--are repeated. But they need not determine outcomes: once they are accepted and honored, they can forge fulfilling paths forward. A powerful, richly tapestried book about race, history, love, and the healing power of the written word.

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      February 1, 2025
      Novelist McFadden (Praise Song for Butterflies, 2018) delivers the captivating, multigenerational stories of her family in a poignant memoir. "The first thing I want to tell you is that on September 27, 1967, I died." So begins her personal account of experiencing a harrowing car accident that nearly took her life at the age of two. What follows is a layered, compelling description of her childhood in Brooklyn with her beloved mother, Vivian, three younger siblings, and their volatile, abusive father, Robert. A bookish child searching for ways to escape her rigid household, she spends her formative years finding succor in books and writing in her journal, discovering a particular freedom in written words. Alongside her personal experiences, she populates her memoir with the vividly rendered women of her family and their histories within the larger historical context. McFadden's sharp memories are eloquently recorded and her evocative writing is transportive, whether she's describing Brooklyn in the 1970s, Detroit in the 1940s, or a childhood summertime in Barbados. Give to readers of How to Say Babylon and Somebody's Daughter.

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